False Reality
Always a reason to weep
In this life so filled with trouble
Happiness so hard to keep
In a life I've deemed double
Hard to control the mask sometimes
Hard to see through the rain
Can't believe the sun when it shines
I'm too busy preparing for the pain
How can I get over this?
The pain is embedded in my bones
Shying at the idea of a kiss
But so hating being alone.